For those of you who care...
You've most likely noticed my recent abscene(s) from the 4Peeps community and my rather ackward moods as of late have been mostly in part due to several mental and family issues, which I state below.
As some of you may already know, I have an extremely serious phobia of bees/wasps, since about 7 years old, which really has taken a toll on my mental/emotional health and pretty much makes any outdoor time unbelivably stressful, thus I pretty much stay indoors all summer long, except for dusk. So I'm alone, inside... alot of the time, even my mom is not around much, she gave up years ago.
My emotional health has really taken a dive over the past 2 months as summer creeped back into my life and the indoor prison became a reality once again. Now my mental health is slipping, I'm slowly creeping over the edge of edge of sanity, and day by day... it's becoming worse.
Sorry, I'm going to finish this post tommorow, its 2AM right now, and I'm getting too tired to properly make use of words to express my thoughts.
Please forgive me.
Goodnight.