This is kinda too long to read, and you're guys so u probably won't understand, but anyway...
GUIDANCE COUNSELORS SUCK!
no offense if anyone here's a counselor - i'm sure you're better than the one I got assigned to
the first day started out okay i guess, but the thing is , my crush wasn't in my Basic Drawing class as i expected him to be
but anyway, the day went on, and I guess it was good
However, i didn't get to see ANY of my friends at all
It was today that sucked though - I got into this depression cuz i figured out how I could be in history with one of my best friends, and plus, have basic drawing with my crush
the only thing that had to be done, was switching basic drawing with geometry
so i was in a good mood, but then i go to the counselor and tell her all the reasons to change my schedule:
1. my lunch is TOO early
2. I wanna have geometry third, not last
3. I wanna have basic drawing last
but then she says she ain't gonna change my schedule just cuz of those reasons
damn, man, if those aren't the reasons, then which ones ARE???
so i got all depressed and the rest of the day was f-ed up
i can't talk to anyone in gym, cuz they all went to a different middle school
all the people in my basic drawing class aren't the ones i would wanna be friends with
in advanced science , there are all these smart kids
we had a pretest, and i was one of last
this one kid, he finished the test before i had done half of it
that just made me feel stupid
geometry was cool i guess, but all the girls are in their own little groups and there aren't any from my middle school
the teacher's cool though
probably my favorite this year, so that's good
but anyway, I don't know what to do about my crush
I'm just writing all of this cuz i need to talk it out
this guy became my crush like in April and I haven't seen him all summer
i was hoping to see him on orientation day, but i didn't
and now i don't have any classes with him, and i don't even see him in the hallwayz or anything
any advice?
can anyone find his email address?
Lynx, signing off