Well tonight I went to a movie-night party sort of thing, 6 other people and it occured to me that I really am one of the more hardcore cliche. I really was amazed in their just general imaturity about alot of things, especially this weird "let's tickle one another and act completly strange because we're freaking teenagers that never saw the outside world".

I dunno where I fit, I'm soo sick of my family getting pissy if I start listening to death metal etc, you know it's getting annoying, I can't be who I want to be; I am honestly scared of becoming this too-gooder.

So let's choke on this:
I am happy to listen to extremely dark and profantic music, not abide my any rule insight, be a complete 100% atheist - no christian bullshit insight... I'm a pure "think for yourself" man, it's just so great to lash out at people when they start trooping over your terrority, support eminem and everything else that people think are horrible.

So yeah, many would call me an asshole, many would call me demonic, but should I care? No! They're not people I wouldn't want to be around anyway.

So don't like it? Fuck you. I am me, you are you. I am not going to ever change to your benignant ways, so fucking deal with it. I am not refering to any particular one of you, but just making it clear.

Maybe a rant, or some shit - that I don't know but for one thing I feel a whole lot better now that I've made it clear where I stand.

I have the lovely, err, luck, of knowing this guy... I have to say, I can get in to death metal, but sometimes it goes too deep (not that I dont like it) but its like eating a candy thats just too sweet... so i stick to stuff like limp bizkit (Just Drop Dead) dl it here

hmm, well, i went to sort of a movie night thing too... i didnt learn as much as nick did except that most movies are not scary.. and that saying, in a "No Mu-Shu, Charlie, Nooo no no special delivery, no No NO NOOOOO CHARLIE, LOOK OUT, AHHHHHH!!!!!" when something "scary" is about to happen, can make some people laugh, but i guess it depends on what people you are with

well, its late, and i talked too much... that was fun..


~VeLiX

Oh, Poor technik, I think that you need a girlfriend! ask around I'm sure one of these *cough* hunks will find you one!
hey and i like metal, well to an extent...

metal is good for both soul and mind.