You know I think I've had just about enough of the way my life is heading, I've spent 10 hours now infront of this damn screen, playing an rpg, chatting with people I've never met, and trying to actually design a decent website (hah, when is that ever going to happend) and listening to music that fucks me up more then it helps me...

Now the news just in, since we are moving as we don't have enough money for our place. we were told we had this place and today these called us last minute and they rejected us because I am a teenager, wonderful, kiss my ass fuckers.

Get's even better... now we offically have nothing to eat, I feel sicker then hell, I have some wonderful bloodclots and this has so far been my worst spring break of my life.

"Things will always get better" Hmm, only way things have been going for the last 5 years is straight down. Give it another 2 months, and I'll be back hacking companies, joining some wonderful gangs and then killing myself off crack. Joy to the world, jesus is dead.

So when you think things are going like shit, think again.

Truely sorry to hear about your troubles Technik, but I wish you wouldnt express yourself so....strongly in the forum. Tone it down a little, please.

Gives me a reason to work with the word censor. :wink:

Rants are fine, but try to keep the langauge to a dull roar.

Sorry to hear of those terrible things Nick. We too are moving to because we can no longer afford the payments.

Where are you guys living? There must be some form of social welfare that you would qualify for.

dude, if I could help you guys financially I would do it... that stinks. I can only hope you guys pull through ok as I have basically thrown out all my religious beliefs as well.

Manny, I have done the same my friend... i have wondered for a long time if there was anything... and I believe now there's nothing...

Noel, I am not being harsh or mean, but dude, go get some help, school, community living group, doctor, or something... I am NO social worker or psychologist, but I do have a diploma in Social Service Worker and have worked the front line of the social system for a brief bit.... and you seem to be expressing some depression.... go and get some professional help.

Becuase if you don't it will eventually catch up to you and it does have some nasty effects (before and after) on you if not "nipped in the bud". Trust me, I know.

Listen to the others and get some help...

Things might not get better as fast as you like them to... but good things come to those that wait.

Good Luck!!!

Just the fact you post this on a public fourm is hollering for help. See a counsler,talk to a priest,someone.

Talk to your parents.

i found a girl to cry on

TECHNIK WHAT THE HELL? CALL ME!!!! I'M SERIOUSE!!!!